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Chavah ("Little Raccoon") bat Sarah
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January 2017
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Chavah ("Little Raccoon") bat Sarah [userpic]
sorry its been so long...

but June was "hell" :-/

July was "anxious flashbacks".....

August is "housecleaning".... i think i'm over it, trying to tidy up as much as possible, & sighing at the last bit of dust (brush it under the rug)... think i'm "okay".....

granted, i *do* feel okay even on the worst days, but have moments pass that i feel pretty much happy, & write my way on the Facebook, & then have the glummy-poo-poo hits me, & i go to lay down.... or you have me out of the house & looking at the changing scenery (i become convinced that time IS moving forward), & interact with other people.....

any day now i'm going to get the application to van-services for the city, so fingers-crossed this moves pretty quickly, i'm going to see that it takes me out once or twice a week, shopping & the Tipsy-Teapot.... it'll do WONDERS to my poor brain :-P


Oh, the getting out will be awesome! Sometimes, I just go. Nowhere in particular. But, man, when I get back I feel 100lbs lighter!